about me

Call me Regia (ree-juh)An artist who loves photography, art, sea life, biblically accurate angels and the dark and morbid.I’ve been in a very happy relationship with my boyfriend as of 10/11/21 and have the full intent on spending the rest of my life with him.
I’m very prone to overstimulation, just a warning?
I'm not gonna be sensitive about these things as I try not to let them bug me too much and let the good times roll. You can joke about them, for all I care. It will never bug me. If you have questions, don't be afraid to ask.I'm not gonna claim that I'm necessarily a good or bad person. That's entirely up for you to determine. I don't even know how to feel about myself, lol. I know, however, that I am pretty alternative, in terms of style. I have a deeper/boyish voice for a woman, so please don't treat me like a little kid. I'm 22.I'm very selective with who I spend time with/dedicate my time to, due to deeply rooted trust issues. If I don't like you, I'll make it very clear.if you've fucked me over or are caught lying to me, don't expect me to forget. :)

"blinded by your hand, as surely as you held the burning wire. one thousand decisions, made in the name of a desaturated existence.
look up from your watch, and tell me when you'll grant forgiveness to the one most lacking."WHEN IT IS DESERVED.

♱ my theme (fav) songs ♱

> The whole Even In Arcadia album <
> Give - Sleep Token <
> Descending - Sleep Token <
> Aqua Regia - Sleep Token <
> Pork Soda - Glass Animals <
> Ascensionism - Sleep Token<
> Iowa - Slipknot (TW) <
> SCHIZOPHRENIA - 神保  伸太郎 <
> Spit It Out - Slipknot <
> Nazereth - Sleep Token <
> At All - Ark Patrol <
> Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge <
> Dethrone - Bad Omens <
> WCOYM - Glass Animals<(a lot of ST, I know…)

♱ likes :)

- Sleep Token
- dancing
- sharks
- biblically accurate angels
- vodka ;)
- singing
- improv
- analog & psychological horror
- impressions
- technology
- gaming
- writing
- drawing
- tattoos
- psychology
- the song of saya
- Gokurakugai
- Hannibal (NBC)
- Arcane
- Puella Magi Madoka Magica
- Morel Orel
- pastel and mustard yellow, maroon, deep blue, forest and khaki green & black
- gacha games
- liminal spaces, the backrooms, Lovecraftian creatures
- BERSERK
- tsutomu nihei (BLAME!, Biomega, Knights of Sidonia, Abara)
- dark aero/frutiger ego, art deco, dreamcore, weirdcore, frutiger aero, webcore, nostalgiacore, traumacore, kawaiigore
- grunge/metal, breakcore, vaporwave, future funk, mallsoft, witch house, ocean grunge, dark ambient, drone, citypop, retrowave, jazz, electro swing
- Sleep Token, Ghost, Lorna Shore, Loathe, STIM, Slipknot, Lamb Of God, Kublai Klan, Gaerea, Bad Omens, Type 0 Negative, Spiritbox, Nine Inch Nails, Rammestein, Depeche Mode, death's dynamic shroud, b e g o t t e n 自杀, Yung Bae, Macross 82-99, GHOST DATA, BarbWalters, NMESH, Tupperwave, Tendencies, Sidewalks and Skeletons, Jon Bellion, Hozier, -Tyler, The Creator-, Doja Cat, Billie Eilish, Laufey, Linkin Park, Knocked Loose, Poppy, brakence, Lil Darkie, Bring Me The Horizon, Infinity Frequencies, Sleeping At Last, Ado, bbno$, She Wants Revenge, SOFIA ISELLA, Muse, Desmond Doom and so many more artists. my music taste is SUPER eclectic!

♱ dislikes! :(

- drama (oh god no more, pls)
- Pick-Me’s
- people with hero/god complexes
- trauma dumpers (let us get close first, pls)
- unsolicited flirting (I’m happily taken)
- the heat
- beer
- gacha games
- eyes
- scopophobia, thalassaphobia, trypophobia, submechanaphobia, reversed audio of any kind, the unknown
- silent hill (love the music, the first movie just gives me horrible ptsd, not a heavy dislike, just a hard topic)
- people who call themselves the Official (blank) of VRC․
- Danganronpa (mainly the cringe part of the community)
- MHA and the community as a whole
- cringe Jujutsu Kaisen fans
- anyone under the age of 17
- people who are too sensitive
- the concept of "phantom sense/pain", it confuses me??

♱ kins/irls (there's a lot :P)

(my irls are in bold!)> Tao Saotome (Gokurakugai)
> Vi - Powder/Jinx (Arcane)
> Rebecca (Cyberpunk: Edgerunners)
> Casca (Berserk)
> Ellen Joe - Jane Doe - Caesar King - Burnice White - Anby Demara - Zhu Yuan (ZZZ)
> Rosaria - Raiden Ei - Arataki Itto - Kaveh - Shenhe - Furina - Arlecchino - Clorinde - Navia - Mavuika - Xilonen - Kachina - Mualani - Lauma (Genshin)
> Feixiao - Boothill - Robin - Acheron - Hanya - Stelle (Star Rail)
- Konata Izumi (Lucky Star)
> Lady K (Lady K and The Sick Man)
> Mizi and Hyuna (Alien Stage)
> Aerith Gainsborough (Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII)
> Homura Akemi - Mami Tomoe (PMMM)
> Mima Kirigoe (Perfect Blue)
> Baiken - Ramlethal - Dizzy - Elphelt - A.B.A. - Unika (Guilty Gear)
> Lain (Serial Experiments Lain)
> Rei Ayanami - Shinji Ikari (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
> Ariane Yeong (Signalis)
> Lacey (Lacey Games)
> Power - Himeno - Asa Mitaka (Chainsaw Man)
> Vash the Stampede - Milly Thompson (Trigun/Trigun Stampede)
> Mikasa Ackerman - Hange Zoe - Armin Arlert - Sasha Braus (Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan)psst, don't take the kins/irls too seriously. they are just characters i see myself very heavily in. i main different ones on occasion, hence my vrc account changing so frequently. either to match friends or to match the character i would be then wearing.

♱ do not interact

- under 17 years old
- can't handle dark humor
- racist
- pedophile (dead pedophiles don't reoffend, so do us a favor! :D)
- zoophile
- play League of Legends
- have a god/hero complex
- claim to have DID/OSDD/MPD and haven't been diagnosed (fictives are scientifically not real. you will be blocked on sight.)
- people who get upset on the behalf of others. it's not your problem to deal with.
- people who make "being a character" their whole personality. go touch some grass, gain an identity outside of fantasy

♱ the gangalang (wip)

Vextin - My light in the dark, my shield, my goofball, my best friend, my Guts, my everything. My beautiful partner with whom I've been with since October 11th of 2021. In a very happy relationship with him, have met him and stayed with him multiple times, and the one who I am building our future with. There is nothing I look forward to more than being able to wake up every morning next to you. The healing you’ve done for me, the patience you’ve given me, the strength you’ve lent me, the love you’ve provided, nothing will ever be enough to repay what you’ve done for me. You've helped craft me into the person I am today and though all my metamorphizing, you have loved me all the same, if not, more. Your heart of gold, your intellect, your humor, your endurance, ambition, everything you obtain has continued to contribute to my life and how I live existing knowing that I am loved by you. I wouldn't want anyone else and I know that you are going to be the one I'll be with for the rest of my life. I love you. So so very much. I'll never get tired of your honeyed words, your whiskey smooth voice, your allure. Pssssstttt-! I miss feeling the scruff on your face. Fly me back out to you, baby...
Smuggo - literally my little sister, the one who I can shed my filter around, the one who never ever fails to make me laugh and feel better. She’s done more for me than words can describe. such an important part of my internet journey and self discovery.
Misty Moth - one of my bffs. Seriously can't see being in a world without having met them. Have I never felt so appreciated and cared for by other individual. Thank you for not giving up on me and only reminding me of my importance to you and others. You're one of the very best people I've ever met. Thank you for being my friend and sticking with me.
Storie - one of my IRL bffs who I met through VRC, super down to earth, very funny, and has great fashion sense/taste, like fr, give me some pointers, girl. you’ve given so much solace and resolve, have given me comfort and I know I can literally go to you for anything. I love you so much, Storie. Thank you.
Cirice - we go 3 and a half years back! stupid drama split us apart, and now we're back and BETTER THAN EVER, BABY! LUH U, POOKIE! You and I are the same person in different fonts, have gone through shit we never deserved and I can only thank those things for bringing us closer together. I love that I can be so viscerally raw with you and that we can both find ourselves through each other. There is never a dull moment, even when the mood gets heavy. You've opened my mind up to so much and to see the woman who you have grown into has been such a privilege. I'm so so proud of you. I'll never get tired of us singing Ghost together and us gushing over niche topics. I can't wait to share a drink with you, pookie. Per aspera ad inferi.
Doctor PAP - An amazing avi creator and voice actor whom I've had the greatest pleasure of becoming friends with. Very talented in nearly all fields and never fails to make my time on vr much more enjoyable! I love sharing music with you, hanging out with you, and only strengthening our bond. It means a lot to me, and your company is one of the best.
Greenholli265 - my bfffffr who endures all the banter we exchange. can't forgive myself for not meeting him sooner, I've missed out. so lucky to have met him! always a good time when he's around, literally the life of the party, and is so understanding. thank you for being my friend and allowing us to get as close as we have, fuck around as much as we have, and party as much as we have. I can't wait to make more memories with you!!
JungleScot, RandomCosplay, CursedImageJeff, Chubbyshooter - silly little guys who i met through Pap's group! they bring so much life to the party and are just naturally hilarious with no effort exerted!To all of you, thank you for giving me a place in your lives. For that alone, I could never repay you enough. <3To those who have left on poor terms, just know that the good times we had still meant the world. Carry on and stay safe.

♱ fictional crushes

- Vessel (Sleep Token)
- Vi (Arcane) omg I actually love her so much…
- Raiden (MGS/MGR:R)
- Toji Fushiguro (Jujutsu Kaisen)
- Johnny Silverhand, Jackie Welles & Judy Alvarez (Cyberpunk: 2077)
- Boothill, Gallagher, Acheron, & Jing Yuan (Star Rail)
- Wolverine (X-Men)
- Wriothesley & Neuvillette (Genshin Impact)
- Hange Zoe, Mikasa Ackerman, Jean Kirstein & Reiner Braun (Attack On Titan)
- Guts AND Casca (Berserk)
- Nicholas D. Wolfwood (Trigun/Trigun Stampede)
- Clive Rosfield (Final Fantasy XVI)
- Din Djarin (The Mandalorian)
- Leon Kennedy & Chris Redfield (Resident Evil)
- Jane Doe, Lighter, Pompey (Zenless Zone Zero)

♱ fave ships

- Gutsca (Guts x Casca)
- RobinHill (Robin x Boothill)
- CaesLight (Caesar King x Lighter)
- DavidBecca (David x Rebecca)
- Lady K x Yuushi
- NeuviFuri (Neuvillette x Furina)
- Beiguang (Beidou x Ningguang)
- Mavuinen (Mavuika x Xilonen)
- NeuviNavi (Neuvillette x Navia)
- RosaKaeya (Rosaria x Kaeya)
- IttoSara (Arataki Itto x Kujou Sara)
- MavuiTano (Mavuika x Il Capitano)
- EreMika (Eren x Mikasa)
- JeanCasa (Jean x Mikasa)
- VashWood (Vash x Wolfwood)
- VashMeryl (Vash x Meryl)
- MillyWood (Milly x Wolfwood)
- MiziSua (Mizi x Sua)
- MiziTill (Mizi x Till)
- MiziHyuna (Mizi x Hyuna)
- GallaStelle (Gallagher x Stelle)
- SethJane (Seth Lowell x Jane Doe)